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Monday, April 27, 2009

9:58 AM

Yeah yeah I KNOW. "STOP DISAPPEARING AND REAPPEARING!!!111SHIFT!!" But if I disappear I'll surely reappear, unless you don't want me to. :D Or if I die... hmmm...
French teacher was asking us if any one in the class was REALLY conscient of being able to lose their lives every second. When he puts it that way... then no, I can't. Surprised at the lack of people though o.O ONLY ONE PERSON. Rofl. Apparently, he had a very close encounter with death when he was little.
"Losing a close one also makes you feel conscient. Anyone lost a loved one?"
No... well there's my grandma but I never really knew her =/ She's always been the evil and strict mother of 12 in my mind o.O
Only just remembered though, I did almost die when I was small. Makes me think God hated me when I was a little kid o.o 2 accidents in the span of a few years, one serious and one deadly if I had been too slow, how wonderful. Actually for the latter I probably would have been brain-dead, was so young... 'cept that it doesn't really put my life into perspective like the teacher said, since I didn't really understand about death, and was being a stupid lil innocent and selfish lil kid with not a care in the world... I think I was 7 or 8 o.O The stage where you start annoying your siblings :D My bro would have been happy when I stopped messing with his work x3
Oh well, ciao guys, till next time!

P.S. Still got lots of exams coming up ¬¬

&the beauty.

The name's Charmaine :D Currently 14, going on 15(5th nov). I'm just the typical stubborn and foolish girl who walks into walls whenever she's on her two feet... but I'm not going to say more about that =^-^=

I just love the cool breeze blowing past your face in autumn... or spring. And while you walk you can enjoy the beautiful scenery ^.^
Now, what do I hate...? Insects, mainly mosquitoes and bugs I don't recognize, but butterflies are okay. I guess I don't hate anything else?

¤ To be able to go back to Singapore...
¤ Preferred job, doctor, so I can help people out
¤ Beat my damn rival ¬¬

JAYJAY! ^-^
Nathalie =D
Seanie x3
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