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Friday, June 12, 2009

9:04 AM

My mum fucking PISSES ME OFF. -_- She is so UNREASONABLE. Whenever she's angry she just takes it out on ME or my DAD. And since my dad's not here... oh no, full blast of her royal Highness' fearful power. =.=" And what made her angry? My bro. Because he was ranting about something(again), and she just suddenly got angry because he was talking in such a RUDE manner. -____- IS THAT EVEN IMPORTANT? WHO THE FUCK CARES IF YOU'RE RUDE WHEN YOU'RE RANTING. I don't even know how my bro can stand her. She doesn't even give a damn about what happened to him and instead cares about his MANNERS. Does she even KNOW why he calls her for everything? Because he has no one to confide to. No girlfriend, though I'm not sure about friends. So whatever ranting he does goes to my mum's ears. Even if she doesn't give a fuck. When has she ever cared anyway? Always cared about herself... even when my bro was being insulted in school he didn't bother to tell her because she won't even CARE. The only time I ever saw her caring was when I was a kid and almost got crushed by her precious pots and pans(loud ruckus I tell you). -snort- Or I guess she was worried those pots of hers being deformed, dropping from about 2 meters. -_- When my leg got scalded, did she care? No, she was pissed because it was just so "bothersome" to wipe the floor. When I hurt my leg, did she care? Noo, she didn't even glance. When I get sick, what happens? "You should eat that medicine and get better." Sounds pretty nice right? There's the next part too. "Because once you get sick you start coughing at night and it's ME who won't be able to sleep." Yes, your royal Highness needs her beauty sleep, I just TOTALLY forgot. When there's a stranger in the house, she just acts like a reeaalllyyy caarrriinnggg mother(with a bloody fake sweet voice) and insults her own kids in front of someone.
"You know, you need to maintain a good image for the family so I won't get embarrassed." -snort- And when my bro fails to get in a university in Singapore? "WHY DID YOU FAIL!? DIDN'T YOU STUDY!? HOW COULD YOU!? NOW YOUR FIFTH AUNT IS GONNA SAY THAT OUR WHOLE FAMILY IS SO DUMB." I was coming to my senses around that time, and stopped thinking she was the perfect mother she totally wasn't, so I just told her, "Have you ever THOUGHT how disappointed he already is by failing to get in? He's 20 years old, he doesn't need YOU behind his back scolding him for not working hard enough, and btw it's YOU who messed up his education." I would have liked to add a "so fuck off" but that would probably be too much for someone with such a HIGH class in society. That was the first time I saw her speechless. She stopped scolding my bro, but now she pretty much uses all her tactics on ME. I'm not even gonna bother continuing this rant because I'm sure you guys have more stuff to do than read this useless piece of information. I don't even know why my brother bothers to call her. I'm out of here once I reach 18.

&the beauty.

The name's Charmaine :D Currently 14, going on 15(5th nov). I'm just the typical stubborn and foolish girl who walks into walls whenever she's on her two feet... but I'm not going to say more about that =^-^=

I just love the cool breeze blowing past your face in autumn... or spring. And while you walk you can enjoy the beautiful scenery ^.^
Now, what do I hate...? Insects, mainly mosquitoes and bugs I don't recognize, but butterflies are okay. I guess I don't hate anything else?

¤ To be able to go back to Singapore...
¤ Preferred job, doctor, so I can help people out
¤ Beat my damn rival ¬¬

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